This week was one of the most challenging and most rewarding. I feel like I say that every week but this one truly was. Yesterday, I had the lowest-low of my mission, but also, the highest-high, if that makes sense... We will start with yesterday and work back. Yesterday morning, me and my comp were teaching our investigator, Aclicio, who the time before, we set a baptismal date with. He was really excited and progressing at an amazing rate. However, this lesson took a turn for the worst and he said he didn't have a good feeling with us today. This was so hard on me, cause I have started trying to see my investigators as though they were being led into the waters of baptism and this has helped me grow an immense amount of love for them. I walked out of the room we were teaching in and back to the classroom holding back tears and feelings of anger for an unknown reason. Maybe anger because I know he knows our message is true and he's hardening his heart. But I walked to class sat down holding back tears. We then heard over a phone message one of our other investigators moved to Ogden and we don't have lessons with him any more. I was absolutely fuming at this point because I'm a teenager and can't see the bigger picture of God's plan. But one of our teachers took me and my comp into another room and coached us on our teaching. He is a big happy Poly and sensed my anger so he asked with his big happy smile whats wrong. I explained my feelings as best I could and he and my comp started crying as well as myself. We cried and tried to talk for about half an hour and then we (me and my comp) went into another room and hashed out our feelings, the teacher Hermano T. came in and said we have a visitor and so we tried to compose ourselves and walked into class, where Elder Holland was sitting with that big, genuine smile he has. We ended up being taught by him and my whole day was turned 180 degrees in a matter of minutes. I also learned we might go straight to Argentina on travel visas with a stop in Paraguay (Aunt Debbie, tell Zacky to look out for the short blonde kid with a smile on his face) I love this work, and I'm excited to serve the Lord another 23 months.
~Elder Maddox II
Travis (Far left standing) and Elder Holland (seated center right) |
Travis (far left) in the MTC |